"U Must Love Me" is produced by Nashiem Myrick and features a then-unknown Kelly Price, who would break big the following year with "Friend Of Mine" is one of the album's most beloved tracks, for good reason. Jay-Z's introspection was often overshadowed in the late 1990s by his flossy ambitions and undeniably cockiness, but on "...Love Me," Jay gets dead serious about two of his most regrettable moments as a youth: selling his own mother crack, and shooting his brother over jewelry. "It was terrible," Jay told WEEKEND Magazine in 2018. "I was a boy, a child. I was terrified."
Over the solemn sample of The O'Jays' "What Am I Waiting For," Jay revisits his mistakes, recounting in explicit detail the night the then-12-year old shot his drug addicted older brother. Jay's friend and mentor, Jaz-O would subsequently share that it was Jaz who gave Jay the gun that he eventually shot his brother with; and Jay came to Jaz shortly after the incident.
“He ran to my crib because you bust a gun, I don’t care who you are, you get nervous," Jaz-O would tell Vlad years later. "You get nervous and you need somewhere to run to, so I guess he was like, ‘Let me run over to this nigga’s house and drop this shit off for worst-case scenario.’ So he came up there and dropped it off and everything.”
"A Million and One Questions," the Aaliyah-sampling opener, is the grittier half of the two-part album-opening salvo; and features Jay shouting out the street hustling environment from whence he rose and once again reveling in his street game bonafides—before segueing into the jazzy groove of "Rhyme No More," which sounds like a reminder of Reasonable Doubt's sound and feel. Jay's Marcy Projects upbringing looms over and lingers throughout the spirit of In My Lifetime, Vol. 1. Where Reasonable Doubt seemed to be squarely focused on an ambitious hustler's rap game (and crack game) aspirations, ...Lifetime goes a long way towards establishing (and mythologizing) long-standing themes surrounding Jay's hardscrabble background, best illustrated in the stellar hood anthem "Where I'm From."